Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Worst day ever?

Nah, not the worst day ever, but it's been awhile since I posted and I wanted to post something just to let my avid fans (all 2 of them) see where I am at.

My wife Anne had a few bad dreams last night, which involved losing me and our child Jude.  I knew that they affected her badly, and this morning they began to have an effect on me, almost developing into a sense of panic that I used to feel at times.  Panic I guess,  because I know that dreams can sometimes be related to things both spiritual and natural, and can even be premonitions.  I am fairly certain that is not the case here, but it took awhile to reach that conclusion.  A few other things happened as well, but as I look back I can see how childish and silly I was being to get into the foul mood I ended up in by the time I was sitting at church with my wife waiting for the service to start.  I can be such an idiot at times.  

Anyway, this is a short post because though I have much homework to complete, I am beat.  As it stands, God is still good, and I am still a foulable human in need of a savior.  I love you all, and please keep me in your prayers.